poker face

Doesn't every teenage girl have one of these faces?

So when you hear stuff like "hey, your boyfriend had sex with another girl last night after you dropped him off" you keep a straight face and pretend like you could care less, when really all you want to do is stomp someone's face in the ground and spit into every cup they drink out of. 

I keep my poker face on, though. 

I keep that smile. 

And all the time, being as fake as I can be, i know on the inside that everything is not okay. 

It's anything but okay. 

When I smile, I'm typically not fake. I am a super positive and very bubbly person. However, as a hater of drama, when words like these come out of reliable sources mouths, i can not help but make my smile unnaturally fake. 

Because the unnaturally fake smile comes so naturally.

Anyone else have these problems?