i'm not single

It's weird. One second I'm content being alone and focusing on my mission work and the next I have this amazing guy in my life. I have no idea how I got so lucky but there I am standing by him in the icy weather. 

I couldn't ask for a better guy to sweep me off my feet.

Imagine yourself writing down every characteristic you longed for in a guy and then meeting him. Imagine the joy of finding a guy you finally don't have to lower your standards for. I'm in awe of how God has been working in my life the past year and adding a wonderful, supportive man definitely has me speechless. I have prayed for someone like this to come into my life but never expected my prayer to be answered so soon.

I thought something was wrong with me for the longest time. Guys would come along and I had to force myself to hang out with them. I was so negative when it came to dating and relationships because I truly believed that no guy was worth it. Every guy that has weaseled their way into my life has been friend zoned and I never thought there would be a  guy who wouldn't fall into that zone. He's so different from everyone else though, there's something about him that makes him stand out.

My heart would drop when he smiled or laughed, he was adorable. I got to know him more & more as time went on and my little crush turned into something a little more serious. From the start of my freshman year at Harding I have steered away from relationships and titles but I was beginning to want that with him. All these foreign feelings kept tiptoeing over my heart strings. He was so special and I found myself thinking about him more and more each day.

It's official, guys. I have a boyfriend. & I have to say he's the best one out there.