yep, a boy

I mean he walks by and my heart falls to my toes. What's happening to me?

Being single has not come with any feelings of discontentment. I love having all my free time to myself and being able to spend all my time volunteering. But something inside of me longs to spend my free time with someone else. Someone who is a boy. And not just any boy, a worthy boy, a godly boy.

My head gets so wrapped up in the thought of a made up future. And sometimes I like to pick up the sound of my last name, throw it away, and put the sound of anothers in its place. So maybe I shouldn't have admitted that but it's whatever because I know you guys won't judge me. Oh & sometimes I get really stressed out that I will never get married because I go to Harding and they make you feel like a loser if you don't get a wedding ring within a certain amount of time. Sorry that was a really long sentence.

I never really talk about what's going on in my life anymore. It's so hard to find time to sit down and write like I used to. This semester has been packed from the time I wake up till curfew every day, but I love it like that. Greece is in five months so I have a mini party every night before I go to bed with girls down my hall. I have decided to get rent an apartment this summer and work three to four jobs so we will see how that turns out. Now that I'm growing up and stuff I see why grown ups are so stressed out all the time.