I can be such a turtle sometimes. blahjfaeoifje.
One little unpleasant thing and back into my shell I go. It's comfort that weakens me because I forbid myself to step outside of the zone I find refuge in. I crawl away from the very thing that will make me stronger in the end.
Loving those who pour out hatred has been such a difficult concept for me to grasp.
I have been told I am too positive about the situations my mind tries to make sense of. My approach was seen as extreme because I block out everything entirely as if the situation never existed in the first place. The denial I hold on to is not healthy but I guess time will eventually teach me how to handle things better.
So maybe my shell is holding me back and I need to stop retreating. By putting faces from the past on people of the present I turn myself off from those who love me.
I don't understand myself or this shell I like to hide in.
But, you're a pretty turtle :)
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Hmm, I can totally relate I am too a turtle :/ It is no fun hiding from life, or the past or sometimes for me the future. Crawling back into my little "shell" is comforting at times, but man does it hurt in the long run! I too am learning how to crawl out of my shell and forgive, forget, move on, and try new things :) By the way your photo is gorgeous, I love the way you did you hair :) (maybe a future hair tutorial haha) <3
ReplyDeleteHaha! Maybe I will do a future hair tutorial on this! That's a good idea ;)
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