the unbroken curse

Her past has become a poison, slowly deadening every emotion from the inside out. She had a chance to be above him, but he was always the one pulling the strings. She became a part of his puppet show. The girl now knows what a man isn't. He was selfish, he only cared about what he could gain benefit from. She looked the other way, any direction but his direction, because something had to help mend her heart. He left her with too many wounds that she never understood the cruelty of. So as she silently conquered the pain alone she swore to never speak of his name sweetly. Revenge was not sought after, she was just hurt.

Their time spent together was a disaster, for he drove her to insanity. However if an apology was ever made in her name she would accept it with little to no debate. There is a power he holds that will forever be a mystery. Her eternity is damned under his control. She follows him as if she is lost.

He handed her pain and placed it in her hand as she kept making excuses for his behaviors. She can no longer look at him without thinking about her. Instead of finding a replacement, she wants to find contentment and joy. Neither of those things have ever been found in a guy, for guys are only temporary, at least the ones she has come in contact with. Because of what has happened, she questions the strength of love.

The curse may never be broken. But oh how she wishes it was.