He was just a boy who spoke the same sweet things but in her mind, these words contained more of a genuine standing. She walked around in a daze wondering if he thought of her the same way she thought of him. A beautiful, romantic story of how love came to knock on her door was everything this girl ever hoped for. He was everything she had hoped for.
When he smiled, she smiled. Maybe she was asking too much when she put love into the picture. It was a beautiful mess to be in. Such a beautiful mess, such beautiful emotions even if it involved confusion.
Her instinct is to analyze, so every situation involving him was under intense scrutiny. She longed to make him smile like she had made others smile, but who was she to think she could? He walked her to the door, he waited for her after class, he became the man of her dreams in the matter of a few weeks. She was clueless when it came to who he really was and for once, she wanted to know more about someone other than herself. The reaction she got from him was nonexistent and that would have to be okay.
If only he saw her as more. He had put a face to everything she had been looking for.
Maybe if she said please nice enough?
i love this. so much.
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