Everyone tells me that the friendships you make in college are the friendships that will last you a lifetime. After a whole week of building relationships and creating all these awesome connections, I'm in love with the people here. These are the people I want to depend on in my sad moments and the people I want to dance with on my happy days.
Since depression and the "oh gosh, I'm single and I want to cry" attitude has kicked in, my friends have taken me shopping, called me pretty every five seconds, sang "what makes you beautiful" to me in the car, forced me to go rock climbing so I wouldn't sulk in my room, and let me vent in anger about how my heart seems to hate that he could start talking to "that" girl within one day. (click here for the "that" girl post).
With lala, momo, and lizzie lou I can conquer the world. And hopefully I'll be able to conquer these feelings of anger toward the situation.
As much as I want to let all of this go and stop being so angry, it's impossible. It took two days until you started hanging out and putting lovey dovey pictures on Facebook with her. It's okay.. It wasn't love. That's not love. I know Jason Myraz tells us to never give up, but some people just aren't worth fighting for.
You will never be worth fighting for. You aren't worth anything anymore.
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