sky high standards

It was said that I'm a heart breaker at school. In which case, I do not agree at all. In fact, I believe I'm a heartbreakee. I break up with guys if they are stupid (it's honestly that simple). Considering 99.9% of the guys in my town are stupid, I break up with them. 

Sue me for getting sparks of hope every now and then.

Meet the boys.

Boy #1: Mr. First True Love

At times, I feel as if I will never stop loving you even though we dated two years ago. You were my first kiss, first date, first real boyfriend. But you have two sides to you. One half is man, the other pig. You transformed while we were dating into a guy who only had on thing on his mind. I broke up with you because I deserved better.
That's that.

Boy #2: Mr. Perfection

You were the perfect everything. You were what I have always wanted. You were the longest guy I have ever dated. However, you had no personality and we did not "fit." I do not deserve better than you, if I said that, I would be lying. You are still a wonderful guy but we are not meant to have a future together.
I'm so sorry.

Boy #3: Mr. Bad Boy

We were always each others rebound. You were my back up, pick me up, and everything along those lines. But you used me over and over and over again. To this day you still apologize thinking that I will take you back. After four chances, I am done.
You hurt me more than people assume you did.

Boy #4: Mr. Perfect Timing

Six words: I have no respect for you.

When I was vulnerable and at the lowest point I have ever been in my life, you manipulated me. When my house was hit by that torando, you saw the weakness and went for it. Let me just say I only dated you because I was desperate and every friend I had left me cold. I do not like you especially after what you did. Spreading rumors about us having sex was a lie and you know it. Holding something up to my face and getting rejected does not mean losing my virginity. I wish you would disappear because your face haunts me. 

Every. Single. Day.

Boy #5: Mr. Stupid Jerk Butt

I was never number one. I was always number two to your ex girlfriend and I hated it. Despised it, actually. You never even proved to me you cared about me. What kind of relationship involves questioning if the other person likes them? Rumors about you two having sex wasn't fun to hear. And what made it worse is you handled the rumor in a way that made you look guilty. I do not know why I gave you a second chance, but I did. And then you broke up with me.

You hurt me and I still haven't gotten over it. It hasn't even been a month since we've been "over."
I just wish you would go away sometimes.
ALL THE TIME.
(Your really dumb. Yeah, I said it.)

Am I a bad person for not taking any crap? 

If people knew what went on behind the scenes, they would understand why i "break everyone's heart" because before I break theirs, they give me a valid reason.

SO.. shout out to the boys who gave me valid reasons.
and shout out to the people who judge me without knowing the valid reasons.

I'm just being honest here.