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Her poor heart keeps shivering.

Ever since she left there has been an open hole in her chest. This girl is such a mess and her poor heart craves comfort. She stays on the ground after another heavy fall, not realizing how broken she really is this time. The easy cure is not a reasonable cure, adding another man in her life will cause even more chaos.

He had a chance to dissolve the existing tension between them. Instead of offering warmth to the bitterly cold responses he chose to let winter continue. There were so many words that could have been expressed to fix all the wrong. She sought closure but still kindled the flicker of hope she carried. He sought all the wrong choices when he should have sought unification.

She let it get as far as it did and she knows this. She opened herself up to pain, she allowed herself to be vulnerable. He is in the wrong but she keeps letting him in her life. It is so hard to turn away from something that is seen as so comfortable and safe.

His heart used to be my sun but now everything is so cold and frigid.