i remember

I remember when every word you spoke were the only words I listened to.

I remember when my morphed version of love seemed so real.

I remember believing you as you talked of forever.

I remember thinking I could never find someone else quite like you.

The truth is, I will never meet someone who fit with me as well as you did. Instead of mourning the loss of everything we had, I have come to accept it. It's over and we are both going to break our promises by being with someone else.

My blog used to be filled with posts full of desperation and mourning the loss of my love. I have been getting a few emails about how my heart is holding up and I appreciate them more than anything. I cannot even begin to express how thankful I am to be a part of this blogging community! I would be lying if I said I didn't miss him at all, a part of me will always want what we had back. But as of right now, I am pushing away every thought that contains his name because I know how much I deserve.

Yes, he is with someone else. I'm at peace with it though. Thanks for the concerned emails!

...I remember what we used to be but I am ready to make new memories with other people.