happy fingers

I bring you a lot of happiness right now because I feel like I need to.

This struggle has been placed on the tips of my fingers, because they always want to type sad things. My mind likes to point out all of the emotions I have not released because it is tired of storing everything I hide away up there. I pity my brain for working so hard for me, it has been working over time this week. It hands over these unsolved problems that I refuse to think about and I can't help but run away.

Life can be such an incredible experience, but only if you let things go. Holding on to the past all the time makes the present that much harder. Shoveling an extra amount of resentment on the situation makes the pile of problems that much bigger to look at. So that's my little sermon to myself today.

Black and white pictures give me joy. It's the little things in life, ya know. And smiling really does make your mood better, whether you believe in that smile or not. So if you ever feel down, take a picture of yourself smiling and then make it all black and white on instagram.

I have so many reasons to be happy and the list starts with waking up. My friends encourage me and support me and love me. My God is wonderful to me, He looks at me in awe even though I am a sinner. My family is incredible and are always there when I need them. Focusing on these wonderful truths makes life so special.

So my fingers are being positive today and typing happy words. Sporadic post completed.