he said, she said

He said: I didn't want you anymore, I gave up, but now I'm back and only want you.

She said: It doesn't work that way.

It was a he said, she said conversation that ended with another kiss. They continuously fight with the same words over the same names and the same accusations.

She said: You went to her and gave up on me, just because I broke it off doesn't mean I left you first. You left me in your heart way before then.

He said: I'm sorry

But sometimes being sorry isn't always good enough because sometimes the pain goes deeper than anyone realizes. She crawls up in the corner hoping tears won't fall off her face, because all that goes through her mind now is him with another girl. He touches her back and all she says is "get away."

He said: Please forgive me because I want to love you forever

She said: I don't believe anything you say anymore. You don't know what love is.

It's a big word to use and a lot of people dilute the meaning so that they will not be held to that much commitment. Love is a word that was not meant to be diluted, love is a word that was meant to be upheld. She's never known a man that offered true love, at least not the love you find in the Bible.

He said: But I'm sorry, but I want you to be my everything. I know we're different and I know it will be hard but I don't want anyone else.

She said: You get mad over something you have no control over. Even though we aren't together, I still let you dictate who I spend my time with and who I don't. I'm tired of making you happy because it's my turn to make myself happy.

And it's true. She is tired of making him her world and him her everything. She dropped her life to be in his and now it's her time to be happy but he does not approve. He wants her to give him all the attention but sometimes she's a little put out with giving all her attention to some boy who hurt her. Her life is better, more content, but it's not what he wants her to do.

She said: I want to be my own person

He said: I want you to be mine

He just wants her to be his property but she doesn't want to commit herself to someone who at one point in time gave up on her. She knows what she deserves, but she continues to go back to what she's known.

He said: Don't text him.

She said: You were with another girl on dates, you can't tell me who to text.

He said: I don't want you to do what I did to you, even though that's what I deserve.
He said: I love you.

She said: Actions speak louder than words.

And the fight was over and sealed with a kiss. A kiss that didn't mean the same thing as it used to.