I'm so sorry that my blog has been a tad "emotional" lately. It's just nice to type everything out and know whatever I put on here won't be taken the wrong way or blown up. Please comment and tell me what you think about these choices!
Choice number one: the sweetheart with anger problems
He really is a sweetheart, just an angry one. This whole relationship to break up to friendship to whatever we are thing has really got my head hurting. It'd be nice to understand what we are right now. This guy is the kind of guy who says really sweet things, and always backs them up. He proves himself and how much he cares instead of leaving it all up to meaningless words. I've never really been too fond of meaningless words. He is someone I can depend on, someone that would give up a lot for me. I sometimes stay up late on the phone talking with him just because he wanted to hear my voice randomly, and then he will listen to every detail about my day (even though he could care less). I like spending time with him, I adore his family, and he's the only guy I've been able to put up with instead of just run away from all the time.
Choice number two: the judged fish
Okay, so maybe I handled this one wrong. I listened to words that might or might not have been true. Maybe I'm walking into something that is sugar coated with deceptive lies, but all I really want to see is the truth behind everything. I don't even know this guy well, but I really like him. And I think that's what is scaring me the most. Here, let me show you how sweet this guy is:
"I'm trying to say; if I want to make you happy, I won't stop until you are."
"I don't wanna bother you or anything but I just want you to know that I will never hurt you like you expect. I'm not your typical guy. I actually care about how people feel. I just want to prove you wrong. I want to be the guy you've always wanted and plus some. I barely even know you and it's crazy how I want to.. be yours"
And when I read the words he sent, I couldn't help but smile. And even though I was at the movies with choice number one, I still couldn't help but want to believe he was being honest.
Opinions and advice are completely welcome right now.
from past relationships i have learned that what truly matters is that you and your boy are first happy with yourselves as individuals, and then happy with eachother. be with the one that makes you ridiculously happy because any relationship is going to have it's ups and downs, strengths and weaknesses, good times and bad... but if someone makes you so happy that you are able to overcome all of those things and end up on top... well that to me is true love, and that's what it's all about.
ReplyDeleteThis is GREAT advice, Amy. Thank you so much! They both make me extremely happy, just in two completely different ways. I'm not sure what to do. But I'm soooo glad you're man is back with you! ;) I can't wait to keep reading your blog and hearing more about this amazing man! Ahhh!
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