i have monsters inside of me

I feel like this right now. 

Like all the monsters that I used to be scared of when I was little, are now inside me.

I carry these little things called fear, worry, and stress. Those three monsters never seem to fade away. Sometimes, I just look in the mirror and wonder "there has to be more than what I'm doing right now" and maybe that's because all my time seems to go into making other people happy. I'm at this point in my life where I feel stuck and I don't know who I am anymore. All I do is keep these three monsters, and feed them as the day goes by, unintentionally helping them grow. Maybe because the monsters whisper empty promises. Maybe because I feel as if worrying my life away will help me be a better person in the future. Maybe, I'm just as silly as those excuses sounded. 

I should stop looking under the bed, and look in my heart. I have a lot of unanswered questions that I wish I had the answers to.

A little heartfelt moment.