To love someone who never loved you.
To find yourself alone, after putting heart and soul into a four letter word.. Just to be ripped away, pryed from your grasp.
This is the reality: you have been living lie. Simply a mirage of life has been in your sights.
Love is everything. And it really does make the world go round. Although after 17 years, my respect for the word has slowly went down.
Guys say "I love you" not because they believe it, but because they want something.
Friends say "I love you" and then talk behind your back the next second.
Love is thrown around today with a connected motive, a selfish motive. What's the point in "putting heart and soul into a four letter word" when love takes away the only heart and soul you have left.
The ones we love tend to stay in our hearts and minds long after the relationship ends. While some move on quickly, others dwell and heal at a slower pace. Whatever the case, the thoughts, emotions, and memories we experience during this time are heart wrenchingly powerful and real. The more I live, the more I find the answers to the questions I've always had.
I have been in love once. And I never want to be in love again.
I have a fear of letting myself be vulnerable, letting myself love somebody as much as I love my friends and family.
I open myself up to being hurt.
And that is what I fear most.
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